perreau

So here i am :)

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 11:45:52 GMT

I'm in the UK now and in uni. I haven't offically started lectures yet but i have offically started the term. i now live in this wonderful little place, which i'm actually still amazed that i can find my way back to in this little campus thats built like a maze for some weird reason. My house is called ... actually i'm not quiet sure, no one can remember or pronounce it right so my flat mates and i call it WaynesWorld, cause it sounds a lot like it ... even though it obviously isn't x) i actually am running on something like 2 hours of sleep because we came back from the main campus for some talk rather latish, and then i stayed up talking with my falt mates, and then when i went to bed i was woken up by a fire arlam at 3 in the morning. I was so mad. I couldn't get back to sleep at all because i was still a bit jet laggy. x(

anyways, what i really would like is to hear from my none exsistent friends!! who are never on skype... though the time difference here might be something. but still it should be 7 or 8 o clock over there! where are you people???

Devious Journal Entry

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 04:28:07 GMT

Freedom by ~billy-quicksilver on deviantART

i pressed a magical button on deviantART and i managed to come here... i am so confused to how this happened. but deviantart seems to have changed its layout on the comment thingy ... again.

I GOT MY VISA

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 04:20:09 GMT

I FINNALLY GOOOTTT MY VISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! yayness. I've been praying and hoping and worrying and worrying and praying some more and i FINALLY GOT IT! just the day before yesterday i was praying and i didn't know what to think or do. I was listening to Tenth Avenue North, and decided to go find their website. one of the guys there wrote this journal entry about getting things and belif into getting things and about the book of James. I read through it and then realized what i had was a lot of doubt in my mind. scared that i wouldn't get it in the end. always doubting i would get it. Then at night when i went to read my bible, my bookmark was on the book of James O_o so i read through the whole thing and this hit me "But when you pray, you must believe and not doubt at all".(James 1:6). So i realized i was doubting and i needed to stop. So i prayed for no doubt, and i prayed for belief. I believed i would get it and here i am today. I GOT MY VISAAAAAA

I GOT MY VISA! THANK GOD!

Random Blab

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:18:16 GMT

i just came back from another wonderful trip to the visa place and i need to get it out of my system... whatever it is, maybe its the horrible feeling of being bottled up inside for too long? i'm not that sure but theres something in my system that i need to get out. Except i really don't feel like talking much about it because i am just fed up of it all. I mean this is the second time that i've gone to apply for the visa, but i durno, its like the 5th time that i went to that daunting building. I keep going back and forth and back and forth and back and forth. I was there from around 9 something till 1 something. i don't know how long i was there really, but i guess you could say around 3 -4 hours, but you can do the math yourself. I'm tired because daddy woke me up and said we were going to this place without any prior warning at all, and if i didn't bring a prachette book along with me waiting there again would probably feel. ... i don't know, you insert any word you want, i'm tired of thinking but i just feel like i needed to blab. On another brighter note, has anyone actually seen cats up on trees? You always see it in cartoons or shoes with the cats climbing up trees and staying there until someone comes to bring it down (Incredibles :) i love that movie), however has anyone in real life ever seen a cat climb up or stay in a tree? No one really has, ... unless you really have and then this comment wouldn't apply to you. :) Just the other day i saw a cat climb down a tree. It was weird. i only saw it clawing its way slowly down the bark, and i took a picture as it was about to leap of what was left of its climb down to safer ground. Very odd.

A memory called home

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 04:54:09 GMT

Everyone wants to go home,
But what if home is just a distant hopeful memory?
A constant endless dream,
To escape this nightmare that reality brought?

What if darkness seems to be the only thing real?

Everyone wants a bright new future,
But who knows what tomorrow holds,
Probably more screams and cries of pain,
And stories of things that will never be,
Whispers of a home that once was real,
A peaceful refuge for you and me.

My daddy volunteers at a refuge school for mynmar children. Of course its illegal for them and all, but the guys who catch them only catch them to bribe them for money. Its horrible what they do, but whats more upsetting is that no one can stop it. Imagine going from one bad place to a place they thought would be better but turns out to be much worst. Some asylum and peaceful country we are.
for more info search for project home on facebook

Post

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 03:38:34 GMT

Oh look i managed to remeber to post something :) Yay. *insert clapping here*. Anyway, i wanted to try that liveJournal Cut thing that my friend told me about, except i didn't know what to put in it. So instead of doing something really really stupid like *insert cut* and then make someone look at whats inside, and when you open it, it says something stupid like *ha made you look* I decided to just put an old really long poem in there :) The poem was written when i was feeling a bit... well, poe :) I love poe.

On accident she walked into the corner,
pondering on where she would go,
she would wait a little longer,
when suddenly came the tapping,
the tapping of feet.
Tap, tap, tap.

In the distance she heard a screaming,
she wished she was dreaming,
and the rustling of paper,
putting her mind on what she would do later.
as the tapping on the feet approached her,
tap, tap, tap.

Nervously she remained,
letting her mind run insane,
there she would be found,
when the tapping on the ground,
became footsteps,
thud, thud, thud.

One could see her eyes full of fear,
as the footsteps became clear,
as the footsteps became louder,
thud, thud, thud.

She remained rooted on the spot,
as her brain began to jolt.
nervously she waited,
frantically wondering what she anticipated,
as the footsteps became louder,
thud, thud, thud.

Hurriedly her heart beat,
like the scurrying of the feet,
as the footsteps became louder,
thud, thud, thud.

Her heart beat even faster,
and her brain, wasn't for her to master,
as the footsteps became louder,
thud, thud, thud.

The clicking of a knife,
as she fretted for her life,
she could feel a backwards stare,
she wished she wasn't there,
as the footsteps became louder,
thud, thud, thud.

The air became sour,
as she waited for the hour,
and her heart raced,
it wasn't in its place,
as the footsteps became louder,
thud, thud, thud.

Suddenly,
the footsteps stop.
and the sound became a breathing,
a breathing down her neck.

Slowly she turned around,
to face what had made that sound.

A silent scream filled the air,
everyone wonders what happened there,
in the corner,
in the corner,
where the footsteps became louder,
with a thud, thud, thud.

Wow.

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 08:45:36 GMT

So here I am in Livejournal. I havent been on this thing in two years. today Imaan decided to pick up this journal and brush off the cobwebs and say "hey look you have a livejournal account". and i was like ... Oh i do don't i? i really meant to do something with this account but i guess with IB and all i just didn't do much. But don't worry, people who may or may not read my constant blabing :) i will post something or another in the near future.

First post

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 12:08:59 GMT

.... Felix why? WHHHHYYYYYYYY??????????? you know ur going to get me addictd to this right?